Victim

apparently i wrote this... isn't that weird?

If i mediate over this too long
i know i'll break down and cry.
They ask me why i let you treat me like this
i can't answer why.
Do i have it out for myself or
do i love you so much, I'd die?

This isn't the first time you've done this to me
so i KNOW its not the later.
i'm not important to you as you are me
if i was you'd treat me better, ya know
I listen to them and deep down I agree..
I should love myself enough to not be a victim.