how embarrassing!

this really pisses me off..

I went to the doctors the other day because I needed refills on delicious zoloft. i take it for anxiety because I'm crazy.
Anyway, I told my doctor-dude that when I saw a consoler she said I had what is basically called "being an adult child of an alcoholic" I told the doc that the zoloft was also helping with all that fun also.

Now, I don't know how my mom found out about this. I also don't know how it is a reflection of her because she isn't the drunk. my dad is. But, when i got into the car after work she flipped out at me for telling the doc. Saying I'm embarrassing. I'm angry as hell because I'm sick of my siblings and mother telling me I don't need the pills. I would understand if i really didn't need them. It's hard to explain. I'm pretty much nits because of my dad but my siblings have handled things swimingly. I've done this longer then the two of them so they should go fuck themselves. I'm not making any of my issues up! seriously why would I do that?

It's not like my doc. is going to bring up my dad's booze-abuse at my mom's apt. on fri. it's HIPPA. He can't say a thing. My mom is just worried that she wont get her perces....and she says I'm embarrassing?! I dont understand what this has to do with my mum. I'm not pointing fingers at her. I've never mentioned her.