Kiss me and you will see how important I am.

That quote is from Sylvia Plath

Adventures in online Dating.

Even though i promised myself that i was never going to try that out and im practically famous for making fun of those people who are so lonely that they need to resort to that kind of noise, I broke down and decided to give it a try.

I figure I'm ugly shemales can find love through posting actual pictures of themselves online then I definitely can. Having signed up I got about 20 emails in one day. Most of them were dirty old men trying to nail a 21 year old. Three seemed like they where instant messaging material. One of them turned out to be an overweight neanderthal who was in too much of a hurry to meet me. I admit I'm very apprehensive about meeting people online in person, but this guy wanted to meet me after I told him my asl (something that I'm pretty sure is a term that no one has used since the late nineties when aol chat was all the rage).

Boy number 2 in someone I'm still talking to for the novelty of it. Hes a nasty guy who wants nothing more than naked pictures. No way am I going to allow him to touch himself to my porcelain frame. I think that kind of filthy want is entertaining.

Boy number 3 seemed like an ok guy, aside from his obvious visual impairment (he first emailed me and called me gorgeous! HAHA What a joke! Not me no!) We exchanged a few emails and he seemed decent so I actually gave him my number. I usually require regular chatting for at least a month plus before I go there but he seemed different. I mean, I hoped he was. Randomly he called me the other day and said he was on his way to plymouth. I thought he meant that I would meet him during the weekend. Guess not! He was there about an hour after he called. I took Jess down to meet him.

Now I admit,due to the lack of notification I didn't look my bestest. I was sweaty and ready to reside into a pill coma when he called, but i didn't look ugly. I was shy but not creepy. I can't understand why he hasnt called.

I'm pretty sure I scared him in some way. I'm definitely temped to email him and ask exactly what I did to freak him out so bad. Am I that bad at this whole dating thing? I feel that no one see how important I am.