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omg its so early! i can't believe my mum is up this early. ugg! ive been up since what feels like 5 and was probably more like 7. I haven't risen at 7 since highschool. I'm at her work right now logging in some precious computer time before another doctor's appt. and I'm pretty sure I'm a zombie.
3 weeks ago my computer completely messed the bed. I blame Bubba, I know I always do but It feels like it truely is his fault now. Well I guess its so loaded with viruses that in order for it to get better it needs to be wiped out and rebooted. This is the last time I trust PSU's virus software to actually do the job. I'm done with this and as soon as I get my precious laptop back I'm buying macaffee... or what ever the monkies at HP recommend. SO for now the only access to the interwebs I have is my sister's laptop which is a useless machine that I have to sell my soul to get 6 minutes on. Her laptop isnt as fast as my laptop because my was somewhat used to the constriction of dialup. Her's isn't. *weeps!*
If my life wasn't shitty enough already.. my bank account is completely wipedout and I'm probably not going on a dig this summer.
I'm working double shifts so I can raise the funds. My feet ache almost as much as my girl parts.
Having been sent home and pretty much crippled because of my cramps I've finally seaked medical help. They all think I have endometrious. The only think they know right now is that I have hellishly intense cramps almost every day through out the month and my life is an intraspective nightmare. Today will be my 3rd doctors appt. The first was to give me painkillers to sort of hold me over and freak me out completely. I'm allergic to synthetic estragine. When the doc i saw found this out she embarked on a terrifing rant that concludes that if i have endometrious I'm basically screwed becuase I'm allergic to the cure. I can't help thinking its funny because my mom has endometriousis and the path she takes on it is pain management not hormones... its working marvelously for her and who said I wanted hormones?! Can we get a dianoses before we panick about treatment options? Please!
The next doctors apt was an ultrasound. I had to drink 32 onces of water before it. To lazy to do the math, my mom said it was 4 bottles so that is what I drank. 4 16 once bottles of water... my eyes were basically floating. I've never had to be pee so bad in my life. Before hand my dad took the liberity of letting my neighbor know that he couldnt make a prior engagment because he had to take me to get an ultrasound. How embarassing! The hick looked at me like I was expecting a child or something.
Anywho.. all that test showed was an tiny csyst on my left ovary. Only the cause of the somewhat dull sting that has been constant for a year. Results are good.
Today is a appt with a specialist. I guess only one part of this whole thing is going to hurt. AHHH!