thots on tau.. there are some good points here

"Those who care don't matter, and those who matter don't care!"

— Dr. Suess



Jess

hi
11:29pmAmanda

hi
11:30pm
Amanda Allen posted a link.
11:31pmAmanda

did you see?
11:31pmJess

give me a min
11:33pmJess

lovely
11:34pmAmanda

hotness???
11:34pmJess

yea

i don't feel well right now
11:35pmAmanda

i just dont get why we all have to dwell on the pain and bring it up all the time

i mean yes, it hurts but bringing it up all the time isn't going to fix it

we need to build.
11:36pmJess

i know.

i gave up

nothing really came out right--it made sense to me and thats all that counts
11:38pmJess

i just want to go home
11:40pmAmanda

me too

i just got done blogging it

and im going to group tomorrow
11:40pmJess

i'm just sick of estrogen

u know this is my first college experience. Not a very positive one
11:41pmAmanda

yeah itll get better i promise
11:44pmJess is offline.
11:47pmJess

it was getting better'

now i am just remindede
11:47pmAmanda

my point exactly
11:48pmJess

they didn't even beleive me what Lauren Lynch told me until someone in their group said something
11:49pmAmanda

im sorry
11:49pmJess

its okay
11:49pmAmanda

lets try to heal yet again

lol
11:49pmJess

i just really don't like how they threw us into this situation

i came their with the thought of voting

im trying
11:50pmAmanda

*rolls eyes* its like just when things were starting to show some promise
11:50pmJess

i hate girls
11:51pmAmanda

me too

we're itialian we are used to discussing our skeletons

dammit.
11:51pmJess

and i stay by my statement. Girls talk behind eachothers backs. Whats keeping us from evolving is lacking the acceptance of this part of life

not to mention i grew up with Jenelle
11:52pmAmanda

its a method we've EVOLVED to be sociallly accepted into groups
11:52pmJess

and i know all those girls talk shit about people
11:52pmAmanda

did you see me twitch when she went all feminist?
11:53pmJess

yea, what the fuck did she call me

those are the feminist that piss me off
11:53pmAmanda

thats why i hate feminists they think they can go against 2 million years of Homo sapien sapien behavior
11:53pmJess

the once who can

t accept the truth

im not saying its a negitive thing--but what does she wanT? u

us to walk 7 steps and draw our guns?

no
11:54pmAmanda

lol

they want us to keep talking about it over and over again

and not actually go into any issues
11:55pmJess

like i don't think u were there, but i tried to look at the positive parts and they just went back to the negitive

i loved it how u know who sneared at me

I still think she is nuts
11:56pmAmanda

they all got wicked defensive

i swear i was telling the truth
11:56pmJess

i know u were
11:56pmAmanda

you ali and kim and all the other sisters that matter know that i never told you anything so that is all that matters to me.
11:57pmJess

ad they got defensive about waht i said about Tab. They did not listen to me

i know

she was like, i never saw u that night. and i told her when and she was like well i said hello

she did not make eye contact with me, im not dumb

o well, whatcha gonna do
11:58pmAmanda

i didnt rag on all the sisters

they lie to make themselves feel better
11:58pmJess

i think eveyone knows were i stand. I didn't know Tab called her a bulldog

lol

i giggled
11:58pmAmanda

lmao

she is a bulldog

she thinks you mustve said something to preston

no that was everyone in confidence telling the truth

im think im blogging this convo because we're hitting something
Today
12:00amJess

i never talked to preston--i like it in reality, i would not even know who preston is--they never told us or introduced us to our advisors
12:00amAmanda

lmao

i know right
12:00amJess

they should get on that

i think i learned where ur pledge class went wrong--when those two took it upon THEMSELVES to "fix" tau

you all should have--not just them taking over. I felt bad for Elizabeth
12:01amAmanda

me too

they never included us because they think ali and i are creepy

they never set up times like we do now

no sympathy for the devil.
12:03amJess

still, Elizabeth was really hurt--and Alesha kept going on how it was just her and michelle

thats not fair- cuz i bet u guys would have been MUCH closer
12:03amAmanda

i know

yup
12:03amJess

i even brought my pledge class up as an example
12:03amAmanda

they didnt want to include us.. even elizabeth because she was up michelle's ass

it was their cliche

the two of them
12:04amJess

well, rome was definently not built by two people

it was a group of rapers
12:04amAmanda

ali and i are click because we were close before tau
12:04amJess

not "rapers" as in musicans

like rape
12:04amAmanda

well it might not have been built in a day but it took Christianity a matter of months to destroy it.

lol
12:05amJess

i don't see how we can be considered a click

lol
12:05amAmanda

lol

we are

lol

i dont understand either
12:06amJess

and how they said that they didn't have a choice last semester, I really don't think they tried, and i actually thought that i tried
12:06amAmanda

no one gets it! last semester doesn't matter

its not like bitching out it is EVER gonna change what happened

we have to all man up and move on
12:06amJess

i know. how come i was able to move on?
12:06amAmanda

thats how tau will be fixed

aragh!

youre an adult.
12:07amJess

yes. thats what i have been saying
12:07amAmanda

they be children
12:07amJess

no, they are women. They think if you talk about ur feelings it will all disappare-- i was reminded why i could never become a lesbian
12:08amAmanda

lmao
12:08amJess

im just sick of this all. and i am tired of it too

i am trying.... and it is exhausting. And you do so much for Tau. more than both Alieshas do

and i don;t care who disagrees!

because they have no facts to back it up
12:10amAmanda

every time we get it on the mend they start bringing up the past

i feel like sisyphus
12:16amJess

i love randy

he knew that something was upsetting me and said that i am better than all this

lol. im gonna call u a cope 4 know on

because u can't accept human behavior

lol

she was a nice lady--but unconscious about the world
12:18amAmanda

lol