the eye opening fall off a tractor.

I went home during the weekend to work at the Pharm. I didn't know how much I would need it. When I explained to the people I work with what happened it wasn't important anymore.
The fall off the tractor and the time spent with Jenellope and the cousins made me realize that I'm better than all of this. I'm not bothered at all by anything anymore. I look back at everything now and it feels like a joke. I'm glad my finger prints are all off the trainwreck. I'll admit it still slightly hurts but I was able to actually able to go to NME. I did this only because I don't want to be like my big. My little didn't do anything so she shouldn't be punished.
Anyway... back to the ephiny. When I was with my family everything started to make sense.
I needed it. The next stage is just waiting. Waiting for what I know is going to happen to happen. Whatever does happen I know I'm better than this. Much much better. I love me!